Headed in the right direction

Well my weight is 194.8 its down, but not really. I need to lose so much more I get frustrated. I ate a high sodium meal and my weight went up even though I hadn't eaten extra calories. So being frustrated I didn't try as hard the next couple days. I could of had a loss but didn't. I really wanted to be in the 170's by now.

down to a new low

My weight for this week was 194.8

So I am down a little bit. I didn't have time to do my weigh in. I got my IUD out and found out that my Uterus and bladder are prolapsed. They want me to go in for surgery and have a hystorectomy and have my bladder grafted up. I told them I would but I won't do it until winter time. I just don't have the time right now to be laid up in bed. I am worried because they said that I would never be able to lift more than 30 pounds.

My weight has been doing good, considering I am still struggling with my chocolate/sugar problems. I am terrible to skip dinner just so I can have my candy fix. I just don't know what to do. I have been eating a lot more fruits and I just can't find a good substitue. I just read a good book about eating more whole foods and organic. I wish I could remember the title. It sure made a lot of sense.

My MIL is thinking of doing the HCG diet. I don't know its pretty crazy. I don't have time today to blog about it but I will be shortly.

Weigh in Results!

Well this week went better. I spent a lot of time outside this week. We have two gardens, one is 40x50 and the other is 20x44. We have been raking, fertilizing and putting black plastic down. We have also been taking out our railroad tie border so we can put up our new chain link fence. With all that work and getting a head cold on top of that I did manage to eat less. I also decided to call my doctor. I am getting my Mirena removed, and no I am not getting pregnant. Chad has had the big "V". I wanted the Mirena to stop my horrible pms and periods but its just not working this time around. I am really looking at trying not to mess with nature and my natural hormones. It will be interesting to see if it has any impact on my weight loss. Also this week I tried some Budget Gourmet frozen meals. They are less than One dollar at wal-mart. So they are really economical. I anitcipate another good week this week, I have a lot of busy days ahead and that seems to keep me from eating all the time too. I also continue to have my Crystal Light Strawberry Energy every morning. It really gives me a great pick-me up, and I try to sip on it all morning. I think now I have lost 8 pounds total since starting, its not too bad but I am off track, I had hoped to lose 2 a week and last week I stayed the same.